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Dec. 2nd, 2006

So now the docs have found a growth on my heart and lesions on my brain. I'm so angry! I'm angry at the doc that told me I was too healthy to be seen by a rheumetologist. I'm angry at my mom for not paying attention to the litle cues to my illness when I was a kid. I'm angry because everyone keeps treating me like it's not that bad and it could be worse. Can't someone just look at me and say that sucks. I'd be pissed off also. Why don't you take a few days to feel sorry for yourself. Cry as much as you need to. I wont ask what's wrong. It should be obvious I've been dealt a shitty hand. I'm tired of trying to be thankful that I'm not worse. I'll do better I just need to be sad.

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(Anonymous)
Sep. 2nd, 2008 05:56 am (UTC)
yep that sucks
I agree I have auto immune hepatitis and the best comment from anyone was a physician friend who said WOW that really sucks, I am sorry you have to go through this.
(Anonymous)
Sep. 2nd, 2008 06:01 am (UTC)
Re: yep that sucks
What I meant was I currently have Autoimmune hepatitis and I agree with you. I wanted to beat the shit out of those people who are saying stupid shit like. Maybe god is trying to tell you something, or YOUR YOUNG AND HEALTHY YOU'LL GET BETTER.... really MTFCKR!!! REALLY HOW THE FCK DO YOU KNOW. You not the one on the FCKG transplant list. Just let me be pissed off and validate that this SUCKS, pat me on the back, put a hand on my shoulder and thats all. How freaking hard is that?

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